Monday, June 19, 2006
yeh! wake up at 10 am brush teeth eat breakfast wif mummy. hmm felt so warmth LOLs! it has been long since i last eat wif her.. coz she's working so seldom have time fer each other =( but todae was her off dae, so i'm lucky! kekex.ytd was daddy's day, but i wasn't wif him so sad. papa day should b kind of a gathering day or maybe juz to eat together as a whole but didn't. i felt so awkward when it cums to celebrating sumthing wif dad. i think my brother feels dis way too..i didn't noe why is dat so, or maybe i noe but i juz dun want to phrase it in dat sense, i'm such poor thing. though i wasn't close with him since young, due to some probs but dat is already the past rite. i still wish to b like other ppl, sitting together wif their own dad talk en laugh abt some common things. haiz.. but it seems so difficult. sometimes is realli only envy, i noe dis seems so immature thinking how gud other daddy can be. haha but no no is not at all bad juz felt so odd abt it. somehow dun like dis kind of feeling- as no matter wad dae even birthdaes or wadever dae, it still remains the same no celebrations nor verbal wishes LOLs wad kind of lifestyle my family is leading? i've ever asked mum y is it so difficult to talk to daddy? i've got no ans frm her but kept quiet.. maybe time shall heals everything!went over to siree's house en have dinner instead lols we ate steak! woohoo~ not bad, is her mum's cooking, hm.. gota thks siree! many thks realli. =) u alwaes make mi feels better when i'm down! <3before dinner we were sitting down chatting abt the past kekex en we both took a pic together en compared it wif the pictures a couple of years back, hahahs so sotong! the pictures aree posted up in siree's blog go take a look if interested. =D SIREE i will rmb the bubble tea treat! wolala. next tym out do slap mi if i forgot =zi didn't have the chance to wish u on dat particular day but i still wanna say.. Happy Father's Day ! =]she says-
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