Monday, August 28, 2006
moment of trust.
things may get very complicated in times
en we may be drifted apart for there are some misunderstandings
but i cannot remember a single time when we fight for something
nor a time we hated each other badly,
it's the trust in between that made us so strong
so i think it's indeed a gift to me to have a friend like u (:
no matter what, this friendship is precious to me
i won't forget the happy moments
it's not important to receive ur every attention but the way u treated this
so then, i realised that u've been a really great partner a nice buddy.
without words to say without friends to tell,
i'm sure to say,
u noe what i'm thinking.
11 years aren't easy
but happy to say we made it!
-zy
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ok!i felt alot this few days hah i don't know what my lil mind is thinking but having some mixed feelings yet cannot describe ahhhlala~i'm so tired! didn't slp well for the past few days. slping soon i guess?she says-
7:47 PM
HEART MESSED UP.
Friday, August 25, 2006
whao! it has been a week since i last updated.didn't even notice it hmm.. see! this is how it's like when busy comes around.ok for the past few days i've been preparing for prelims which commences today, it's english paper 1 & 2, for that i have only a word to say, difficult. sigh! what to do?yah en i'm actually still in a busy state, just to find some time out to blog. later gotta continue with social.s en mathematics. haha somehow i just find it boring to do whatever now, kinda don't have the mood man. -can the time stop for me? =x --eh.. was reading xia xue's blog, hah nice pictures she has over there. i'm always a big fan of her blog =) *beam just simply like the way she writes.i shall stop, have lotsa chapters to catch up.take care dearies.she says-
3:01 PM
HEART MESSED UP.
Friday, August 18, 2006
aww~ tired.was back a couple of hours ago from kelvin's BBQ.yeh full really full. my stomatch is now filled with stingrey en all i couldn't rmb what i've ate. LOLespecially e cake which was super nice, not too sweet not too creamy. just nice! :] anyway had lotsa fun. the Maoist came too.. they were just a bunch of funny ppl, great to have them around! kekex really missed the past where we crazy together. 0_0en today without fail, we joke around laughing all the way out. 1 word to describe, HAPPY!ah! after that dad came en pick me up including carol en nicholas. ok he's a funny en blur guy. haha yah shall update next time, i cannot think now, too tired ledi.sayo~she says-
11:59 PM
HEART MESSED UP.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
it's a rather free day, as no teacher for 4 periods.however, there's still work given as expected. =] but we spent most of the time calculating the L1R5 en L1B4. hope to get not more than 17 pts for L1R5, but is it too unrealistic? hmm kinda worried cos only 9 big fat days left to prelims, en we was like whao! so fast? somemore it's science practical test tmr!! -shiver-ok i don't know how am i gonna survive for chem. shit! i'm afraid the test tubes might just burst in front of me! pray hard it won't.=xyah i've got to push myself..i wanna study. i wanna intensive revision. i dun wanna treat myself with too much fun till exams over.en i want to be happy with my results!to all:thankiew! my dearest mates, it's really a great pleasure to have u ppl around.no matter what, lets work hard together, shall we all prove that NA students can strive en do well in their academics too!-big grins- <3 all
she says-
4:59 PM
HEART MESSED UP.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
woot!
lalallalas!give myself a break. study en study, cannot stand it man. i've yet to finish 1 compre, physics, chemistry, 2 poa worksheets en study for prelim sci practical! AHH! it's ok now is only the start of the day still quite early. hah hope i can discipline myself more. i never thought things will go this wrong..she says-
12:00 PM
HEART MESSED UP.
Friday, August 11, 2006
national day celebration!
the only day where we are all RED! wkakas
4:09 PM
HEART MESSED UP.
today is the release of mt results! wasn't concentrating the whole day especially the last two periods. was so nervous hmm. den 12.05 assemble at the hall, en i started shivering all the way LOLhowever i managed to score A2 for it. which was actually quite surprising as i thought at most a B4 i will get.but hey gerl though u did not did as expected, it's ok keep going en u will do well in the final ok? -cheer up zy always here en there for yah! :)ok that's not the end of the story, still gotta go back frm 7 to 9pm for oral practice today. but before that will be meeting jasmin en yin hong out for a light dinner.-no grudges should there be! happy oral-ing`she says-
2:39 PM
HEART MESSED UP.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
simply upset over something which i don't wish to say it out.
this is unfair to me, so really unfair!
kick all that off my side!
shit! i did nth again. has been thinking so much, tried to study but couldn't! being distracted by all this & that.
for this whole afternoon, i did only maths.
AHH!
speechless. bye!
she says-
5:55 PM
HEART MESSED UP.
Monday, August 07, 2006
headache is haunting me.had to pop a panadol to calm that pain drilling in my head! en now i'm much better still able to look en walk straight kekexhooray! tmr will be a red red day LOL celebrating National day =) best of all, ... a half day =x hurhur ok school was as normal, en this few days the ladies are hooked onto this card game, i mean using those normal cards to do some fortune telling.. yeh i've got to say is really fun en i think 70 percent of it is quite true. interesting~ uhh!yes this is so gaga! our class has been struggling for a theme since donkey months ago, i'm sure if u've read my past few post, i've mentioned it more then twice. en today finally back to pyjamas! yah this should be e final decision. pls don't change anymore.!? maybe will be a baby look, haha bring milk bottles en our bunnys along? LOLSwe'll gonna have lotsa fun! -claps clapsi'm starving!!-happy eatingshe says-
5:36 PM
HEART MESSED UP.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
ah! blogging at this time. i'm still super awake. just finish watching the superband finals, SO HAPPY!!MI LU BING won,.!! kekes they are so cute en talented. love them many many.. though i didn't spend a penny on the voting thingy, i still support them okay.. hahh (from my tiny winy heart) :]simply love their music! -extravaganza-ok enough of that. today, i'm a lil more discipline ! i started my day with study first. doing maths the whole afternoon en only started physics. smug-yeh. i came acrross a page en found this nice lyrics of dunnoe which en where, just find it meaningful so i did a "ctrl+ c" (:"
Flowers and Tombstones" words by SarlaAlifeless shirt Lies on the floor Tears hide within eyes Childhood scars Lasting memoriesThe fear and hatredPermeate the airThe never-ending ballad of lossA gun explodesA body fallsNature takes a hostageWe're all scavengers A waving handA turning headLies spill fromEveryone's mouthsAll over againIn an instantDay turns to nightHope to regretSmiles to tearsAnd life to deathThe never-ending ballad of lossThe wordsThat were never spokenDon't matter anymoreFlowers and tombstonesSpring from the groundA carHeaded towards nowhereAn emptyBeer bottleOnce full ofPromisesIn an instantDay turns to nightHope to regretSmiles to tearsAnd life to deathThe never-ending ballad of lossshe says-
11:20 PM
HEART MESSED UP.
Friday, August 04, 2006
how? mother tongue results are releasing real soon.i'm so scard! i just hate that feeling, waiting for results is really something which is unbearable to me maybe to all as well. suddenly feel so stressed up. omg! " O lvl! u're killing me". just a chinese paper is enough to drive me crazy. LOLsen for bysd i'v got no idea what to wear man.. heard that one of the sec 4 class also chose the same theme as us. hmm maybe changing theme again. -roll eyes-ah! maths mock exam was abit tough, wonder how much can i score.she says-
4:28 PM
HEART MESSED UP.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
yeh! sch was fine today.. the theme had changed to beach wear! ok not bad it's at least better then pyjamas? hah as the class is actually planning not to appear on that day if the theme don't change. =x badbad* LOL yah quite true lah it's kinda difficult to find nice pyjamas. =]hm,.i've no time to waste here it will be a short post!-studying for maths mock examdo take care ppl!
she says-
5:34 PM
HEART MESSED UP.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
hm.. hadn't been blogging for the past two days, was so busy with sch work in fact, not enough sleep even. it was only till today i'm free cos early dismissal! hurhur ok finally our class had came out with wad to wear as a class on 'be yourself day'! =) we voted, some wanted summer wear, which was actually good but no kick. some wanted winter wear?( we must b crazy if it was dat) LOL en some wanted hippie wear but at last the majority chose pyjamas! haha i don't know what to comment abt. seems like a brilliant idea as i'm sure no other class will be doing the same yet at the same time so like weirdos?? hah ok nvm shall wait for that day to arrive. but definitely will bring en change in sch instead.. i'm not going to walk in the street telling ppl that i'm some idiots wearing a pyjamas out OMG -really cannot imagine how it would be like on that day kekesas i was blogging this entry, someone pressed my doorbell.yeh en the bell sounded a lil scary though it's still so bright outside. it goes " ding.... dong." - a long oneen i went to take a look, it's MR POSTMAN! hah on his hand was a parcel.. woo first time in my life i received a parcel. but i was struggling thinking if i should sign it or not. LOL as the parcel seems like a bomb to me.. really it was wrapped with those brown bag with many tapes around it. there is a paper on top saying air flown, from china. haha but it was afterall from a postman so i guess it should be save. now i found out that it was only a nike shoe -_- all thanks to my dad trying to be funny not letting us know that he actually trade online! god. but it does really looks like a bomb ok. i don't know if u guys feel the same way as me.. sometimes the way ppl press the bell also matters. some likes to drag, like the mr postman making it feel as if he is some bad guy. en some likes to press many many times that goes ' ding dong ding dong ding dong..' so irritating! en rude. i've ever met a sales man who did this to me somemore it's during night time, as though someone is going to kill him en he is in search of our help. this is no fun cos my family thought it was really that. yes it's best to just press once if for a while nobody answer, press once more that shall be enough.lala craps-or maybe i'm thinking too much hahaxshe says-
3:55 PM
HEART MESSED UP.